Baby Boi

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 03:52:50 GMT

Jus to let u guys kn0w it's not about livejournal anymore.. its about MYSPACE lol.. so umMm U got better luck at findin me there! My page is http://www.myspace.com/blazinprettiboi if u dont have a page GET ONE!! Becus thats the only way u can reach me is as a friend. HolLa

Homecoming

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 19:49:59 GMT

So Friday we went to the Homecoming game.. we lost! But we had so much fun in the stands! We were tlkin so much shit to eachother n ppl were givin us dirty lo0ks.. which hey u gotta love that right? Then I got home bout 11 and went to bed.

Saturday I got up at 11 so Katelyn (my ex) could come over n I could do her hair. I got ready and when Ashley n Kayal got here I left. We all met up with Jennifer (who lo0ked so beautiful in her dress), Lindsey (mii sexy puta), and NikKi @ Ruby Tuesdays.. we definitely got SHITTY service there but the ppl in front were calLin me a pimp cuz I had a suit n shit on with all those girls..

The dance wasok.. HOT AS HELL. I was in a beater n mii pants the majority of the time! We left at like 10 to go party.

We get to Lindseys n not long after start smo0okin.. we were so high we felt drunk. We couldnt move n we had a fucking blast.. UNTIL.. Ashley started triPpin out. She got an attitude n left and then came back cuz she couldnt get in her house n we thought it was the fuckin cops man. Kayla, me, n Lindsey alL spo0ned up in her bed and all u could hear all night was Ashley calling me a ho n s lut n shit n she was so serious. I couldn't believe she was sayign tht shit bout me! The next day she acted liek errything was co0l then got another attitude cuz I was gunNa stay when she left. She realLy hurt me this time by saying the things she said and stroming out of the apt knocking shit over n slamMing the door. She's SUPPOSED to b mii best friend~ yet she calls me a ho n accuses me of fucking Kayla n having her at mii house n shit. Today at school I stayed away frm her bcuz I wanted to cry when I thought bout what my supposed to had been best friend thnks of me! Anyways..

So it was a blast I got home around 9 last night I was high n shit so I chilled. I called Jenna we started fighting bcuz the way I was dancin wit girls at Homecoming n her ex called her like 20 times in a row n Im like what the fuck bcuz I told her she cnt tlk to him n he wouldnt stop calLing so I was thinking "hmMm" N i HUNG UP ON HER N SAID I HAD TO GO.Later we had a tlk n worked things out n yea I still LOVE MII BABY! Im thinkin bout askin her to marry me n getTin an apt in River's Edge aftr graduation.

So yea things r going ok EXCEPT.. I have to get a new cell phone bcuz mine wnt even turn on (stupid piece of shit) so thts gunNa run me 200 fuckin dollars! DAMN!

Ok I'm out lol PEACE!

0 mutha fuckin 6!!!

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 03:33:41 GMT

Yea baby we won the Powder PufF game!! 16 to 6 it was awesome! I scored a safety right in the end zone I dove for that shit b4 she reached the touchdown line. Toya n Woodward got touchdowns and one more person on our team got a a 2nd safety. The juniors were tlkint heir shit but I knew we would win tha shit.. NO DOUBT!!

I can't wait til Homecoming I got mii hair braided up today n shit it lo0ks saaaweeeet! Lol.. Me~ Kayla~ Jen~ NikKi~ Ash n other ppl are partyn at mii sexy mamasita's house afterwards FA SHO !! OMG its gunNa b the shit!

I got reported by sum teacher for smelLin like weed today WTF is tht shit?! My GM called up there to see what teacher said tht bullshit!

And lastly I miss mii baby bo0! I love u princess cant wait ta c u!

Oh p.s. I cant stand bitches tlkin shit bout me n Toya flirting hello we're not like that jus bcuz u can't b around a girl w/o likin them dont mean everyone else cant! And dont try n say I didnt do shit in the game cuz the hwoel crowd saw it.. YOU R THE ONE WHO WAS WORTHLESS! holla!

Update!!!

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 20:52:16 GMT

Ok welL~ Life has been upa nd down...

First (My Baby & Me)~ we're still in love! She's basicalLy a fulL time parent n I guesS I am ont he weekends but to b honest I dont realLy help like getTing up in the night n shit I jus can't do it. But I feel a change in us for example we haven't been alone for 3 or 4 wks not once and we're always both tired. But Ima stay the night with her Homecoming night and we wil not go to sleep til we can't hold our eyes open! Lol. For mii birthday I went and hung out with her and she bought me sum all black Air Force 1 mid'z.. they're sexii.

Second ( Me and Ashley)~ We were very bad for a while. Ever since we ****** our friendship had went down the toilet baically n we fought 24/7. Then for some stupid reason me, her, and jenny started hangin out together n thats when the drama started. I found out her and Jenny lied to me about different things so I dropped em both and made Ashley decide if she wants this friendship or not. She did so we started working on it and Jenny turned into super bitch and not to b mean but me n Ashley r doin much better WITHOUT her. So yah we're supposed to go to homecomin together like ina group my date is Kayla tho.

Third ( My Life)~ WelL I jus turned 17 on the 20th. Do I feel older? NO! But I've been busy doing Senior PowderpufF~ Our game is this coming Wednesday (26th) and we r gunNa CRUSH the Juniors! Lol.. then Homecoming is on Saturday thats gunNa b a blast. I already went n picked out mii suit I pick it up Wednesday when he finished the alterations. My shoes I order sum Gators offline so they should b here by tmro! And Im going ot get my shirt n tie n accesories tmro and playin po0l.

WelL Im out fa now~ get @ me !!

Update!!!

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 04:21:05 GMT

Shit it's been a while since I wrote in here... let me see whats been up!

Senior yr is ok~ I got tight clasSes not realLy hard n the days go by quick cuz I b fo0lin wit my friends! I joined Powder Puff n' shit and we startn ta practice it's gunNa b fun who0pin on ya'll juniors!LOl and mii Homecoming date is Kayla East .. we're gonna lo0k so good!

Me n Jenna r g0in on to six months together pretty so0n. We've had our fights but we get over it. We got a lil son now, so Im a dadDy ;) I love mii baby so much! We went up to Arts Beats & Eats last weeken and saw Ciara, Rihanna and Fabulus in concert.. IT WAS THE SHIT! But hopefulLy Im going to stay tha night at mii baby's tomorro!

Besides that I've jus been chilLin ~ to0 busy to write in here so hit me up on my AIM or sumthing... I'm out!

Updatin ya

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 05:24:49 GMT

^^That's mii new toy! lol it cost me 200 n a lil side change but let me tell you I LOVE IT! Let'z check out tha features...

Samsung YH-820
Color Screen
Touch Sensitive Controls
5GB- Up to 1200 songs or images
Plug in rapid charger w/ up to 8 hrs playback
Extra Bass Surround Sound headset
Includin a Belt clip so I can lo0k sexy

OMG I am so hapPY I could finalLy afford it! Anyways let's update u guys

I went shopPin at tha mall Friday and got some outfits and I got mii baby a lil something and I got Ashley something for her birthday. Man I feel stupid for getting it but yet something wouldn't let me NOT get it. But I don't c or talk to her so I dont kno how she'll get it. Jenny was going to come pick it up but her mom won't let her so I told her just to tell Ashley she can come pick it up if she wants it.. if not o well nothing I can do about it. I miss mii baby so much we made up and we're doing alot better. I made a big mistake and almost broke up with her n she knew I was going to so we had a hard time. But it's all good now hopefulLy I can stay Wednesday and or Thursday night with her.. Well Im out!

Ya....

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 19:52:37 GMT

I'm getting my heart broken slowly
but I just can't let it go
The pain I feel inside right now
Is a pain I can't control
I canNot stop the tears from falling
It kills me to think of not having her
I still want it more than anything
but it feels like we won't b forever
I knew not to fall in love again
Because tha shit doesn't last
But this time I know it's different
She's the best thing I've ever had
God why can't things get better
I wish we could turn back time
Because I swear it was sumthing like heaven
To know that I was hers and she'd always b mine
But now I think it's fading away
and so0n we'll have lost the love we share
I don't think I will b able to go on
When one day I turn around~ and she's not standing there...

I wrote that just today~ tell me wut u think about it.. it's my feelings down on a piece of paper I guess

My Dating Profile

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 03:46:50 GMT

Your dating personality profile:

Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about her appearance.
Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.

Your date match profile:

Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship.
Stylish - You cannot put up with someone who is lacking in style. You want an original, someone with flare, someone with good taste.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Stylish
2. Outgoing
3. Sensual
4. Liberal
5. Adventurous
6. Practical
7. Athletic
8. Funny
9. Big-Hearted
10. Romantic

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Practical
2. Outgoing
3. Stylish
4. Romantic
5. Adventurous
6. Traditional
7. Conservative
8. Religious
9. Sensual
10. Big-Hearted

Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions

PretTy accurate to me.. it's alot of what I am and most of what my baby is..

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 02:42:59 GMT

This is a friends only journal from now on.. u want acCesS? ComMent to be adDed and if I consider you a friend.. you'll get on the list!

I miss mii baby..

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 03:17:18 GMT

that's my baby tied up to the bed where we slept and everything else at my G-mas house! Lol We had a very good time up there and it was like we lived together. I asked her to marRy me while we were there.

Last weekend I stayed two nights at her house that was nice.I bought her a dozen pink n red roses. I just love being with mii baby as much as I can! Monday she went to work though so I chilled with her Sis Audrey & her brother's g/f Jackie. Then when my baby got home we went skinNy dipPing and that was gr8! I hated leaving her.

Every single day my love for Jenna grows more and more. There is nothing in this world I wouldn't do to be with her or for her! I canNot wait to get married to her and start our family and give her everything she dreams of. I've found the one... and I'll never let it go!

Makin new friends... tryin not to hurt over bullshit

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 07:19:01 GMT

WelL I decided if I ain't gonNa have a bestfriend no more that don't mean I should have to b lonley as hell u kno? Because I am not going to accept the blame for sumthin I didn't do. I apologize if she think I used her n like I said I don't want a friend that would think of me that way!

So anyways Kayla East says "If I will b your bestfriend will you b mine?" Lolz shes so sweet

And I met some1. Lisa. She is co0l as hell we're gonNa hang out sometime next week. if we get to kno eachother n become good friends she's goin to Homecomin wit me.

If I don't take Lisa to Homecoming I'm taking Leslie if Richard don't go with her.

The best thing you can do to not feel the pain of a lost friendship is try to build new ones. No great friendship can b replaced but if my friend thought I was using her it was great anyways ya kno? Im out

Da Senior's Schedule.. thats right SENIOR BABY!

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 19:26:28 GMT

1- Media Center Aide - Vassilakos
2- Spanish 1 - Ohara
3- Lang. Arts. 4 - Cox ( mite get that changed)
4- AI Mentor - Dachs
5- Single Survival - Larkin
6- CSI (find out the teacher for that today)
8- Seminar - Topie

That's my first semester schedule.. damn boi I am gonNa b acin these clasSes! If you got any with me let me kno!

Snap Shotz...

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 06:51:52 GMT

I got bored n to0k a few pictures.. I guess workin out dis summer realLy paid off on my arms lol cuz not ta sound conceited.. but DAMN THEY LO0K GOOD!

Anyways I miss my baby like f*ckin crazii I crave to kiss her, hold her.. and do tha sh*t to her I can only do when tha lights go out! Hopefully this weekend Im stayin tha night at Ashleys then stay tha night at my baby's. Well I'm out GET @ CHA BOY

Leave a comMent or sumthin tell me wut u think of tha pics

4 Months!! And I hope it lasts forever!

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 17:21:43 GMT

Today me n mii bo0 have officially been together for 4 months. That is the longest relationship I have ever had without breaking up or wantin to break up~or having problems where we should b broken up! I love her so much I kno I found tha 1 and I will never let her go. We just went up north to my GMA'z house for a week n it was the BEST! We got so used to holding eachother at night we couldn't go to sleep when we got home. It has only been like 3 days since I've seen her and damMit I miss her like crazii! WelL thats all I realLy wanted to write in here... HOLLA!

Spent da nite wit mii baby

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 01:24:10 GMT

Tuesday I went to chill with Ash then I stayed da nite at mii baby's house. OMG I didn't even wana leave because I miss her as so0n as I walk out the do0r! :( Anyways I love her so much.. her sis told me how she was tlking bout us having and apt. and a baby n shit in the future and I kno she loves me just as much as I love her and damn it~ that feels good!! I left her house Wednesday around 5:30 and chilled with Leslie n Richard and of course fucking Claudia was with them she started this big ass dramatic situation over nuthing I swear she's such a bitch! She fuckin tried to tlk to me like I was sposed to jus take it and let her cuss me out n shit FUCK THAT I am not or NEVER was her bitch and she can kiss my ass with that bullshit. Yea I let it go n shit but I don't forget so I'm not beefed out wit dat girl but we ain't really to0 cool either ya kno? And shit all I hear is about her tryin to fuck up somebody's relationship I'm glad mii gf don't wana hang out with her n talk to her n shit cuz we don't need them kinda problems! Anyways I turned down da chance ta sm0ke weed! I'm proud of myself for it fa'reel! And my baby n my best friend was proud of me to0 and ya kno what~ thats all that matters! Well I'm out of here to wait for my Hungry Howies n wait for my baby to call me so0n as her sexy ass gets off work. One!

I love JenNa~ she's tha {1}
I love Ashley~ she's mii other 1/2!

Had a blast!!

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 20:30:35 GMT

Yesterday I went with Ash to Groveland Oaks Campgrounds all tha way down on Dixie.. we spent tha day at the beach eatin icecream n shit. Everytime I lo0ked at any1 she'd b like nope u gotz a g/f lol. I swear when she's wit me.. my g/f has no worries because Ash ain't lettin it happen! But anyways I got a nice tan n shit.. so when the sun started goin down we went back to her G-ma'z camp site.

We was bout to leave the trailer n go for a walk~ and somebody sittin outside the trailer yells mii name. At first I don't kno who the hell it could b then I recognize it's BabyGirl aka Tonya! Back in November/Decembe when I was real co0l with Kara we all used to chill ALL THE TIME! Gettin high n shit. She's 9 months pregnant now and it's bout ta pop! Then I turned around and mii ex g/f appears out of nowhere (Nichole).. all I got to sya is WEIRD MOMENT! Her boyfriend and the Costello'z was with them and I kno they all don't like me cuz of me n Nichole dating n fuckign while she was with Eric so I was just like umMm YEA. I sat n ate n tlked to Tonya for a lil while n shit then when Nichole was sittin with us I jus wanted ta leave. I wouldn't really lo0k at her or tlk to her cuz I don't have shit to say. That was like a sexscapade we had not a relationship. But seein her at the same trailer n shit at the same "get together" really made the sayin "it'z a small world" more than tru!

So me n Ash went walking and shit then settled down in the park area on our blanket to watch the fireworks. She sat between my legs n I held her while we watched them and it was so awesome.. I love fireworks. We were so close The ashes were falling around us! We got back to her house a while after midnight and watched a movie n shit til like 3 then she had to go outside n check on the puppies cuz they were screamin n she had to pull one out of the pond because they got out there kennel and she said he almost drowned (my favorite puppy!). She couldn't find the rest n she went n woke her mom up so her mom ran outside n she screamed I was liek oh shit! And then her dad ran up the stairs n out the door then all of a sudden he starts FLIPPPPPIN! I didn't go out there cuz I'm telling u I didn't want to get caught in the middle of a flyin dish lol. But anyways one of the puppies died from water in the lungs or sumthing I think n they found the other ones.

So then me n Ash went in her ro0m smoked a cig.. talked forever n went to sleep!
I love mii best friend man.. she keeps me from making mistakes that I kno I will regret in the morning and she makes sure I do right by my girlfriend.. and sometimes u need that extra help! She never thinks about herself she is always more concerned about other ppl'z feelings and I LOVE HER FOR THAT! Ash babe ur awesome!

Scho0l'z Out!!

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 15:40:34 GMT

FinalLy~ it'z summer 2o05!! OMG I think this is gonna be a tight ass summer because I have friends out here this year since I been out here long enough! And I also got the girlfriend I've been waiting for since I turned gay lol. So what can I say~ it's gon b tha shiznit! lol

Today after scho0l Jenna C. came up to me n gave me a note n tlked to me. I wanted tot alk to her but I didn't realLy know what to say ya' kno? Plus I felt like she wouldn't wana hear it anyways.. but she said sorry for everything we been through and shit and that she won't b c0ming back next year. That kinda sucks because I will miss her butt hen it doesn't because I have a girlfriend and I kno damn welL I would want JenNa C. and shit cuz I STILL GOT FEELINGZ 4 HER.. there I said it. But nuthing can overcome the love I have for mii future wife and baby mama! But anyways it felt good to hug JenNa C. just one last time~ I almost got emotional in tha muh fucka!

Ash'z tire blew off after she dropped me off at home! That poor thing OMG! I would have died if she got hurt but luckily she got off of M-59 b4 it happened! Anyways she's ok so all that don't matter~ I love you Ashley!!

I miss mii baby~ tomorro Ima go babysitting with her and I might stay with her Thursday t0o and just come home on Friday or sum shit.. cuz I need ta spend sum time with her I feel like we're 1,000 milez apart and I can't take it no more she'z only 10 minutez away but still!! lol Im going to take a nap, Y? Cuz it'z sumMer and I can do wtf I want allllll day long! Holla!

...I LOVE JENNA, She'z mii world, my life.. mii everything!!

Floatin in Extasy!!

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 17:05:17 GMT

Well las nite was umm.. tha shit!

I went with Ashleigh to go party for her graduation cuz I couldn't stay tha night at Jenna'z (because she was going with Tiffany to tha airport in tha a.m.!) So me n Ash hit up some tight ass parties. I was drinking Incredible Haulks and Yager Bombz and sm0kin chocolate ghans and chronic.. on top of that I to0k some E (Red supermans n white rolex) and holy shit~ I can't remeber wht happened last night after that! I do remember we got a ro0m at Embassy Suites and got in tha jacuzZi n shit~ that was fun lol..

I came home today at like 12 and shit I can't sleep cuz I'm floatin in tha e-world!! I tlked to mii baby at like 5:30 and she was mad at me because I didn't call her all day yesterday (but I figured she was 2 busy for me) and she called me alot and texted me. She wanted to pick me up to stay tha night with he rn Tiff (I was mad cuz I wanted to b wit mii bo0). And I was honest with her baout doing the drugs and being with sha nd I todl her I couldn't remember the night b4 but I can swear on mii life nothing happened because I would know if I had sex when I woke up ya kno?! But I miss mii baby Ima stay tha night with her so0n as we get out of scho0l (Tuesday!) But I'm talking to her rii now so I gotz ta be out! One

I misS mii baby! And bitchez r driVin me crazii!!

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 00:46:52 GMT

Well today tha seniors got out and I dunNo wtf I'm going to do!! All day I was sad cuz I wasn't gonNa see mii baby between classes and shit anymore. I'm so proud of her that she'z graduating tho! This shit makes me realize that it'z time to act as mature as I am so I can be good for her and she is definitely go0d for me!!

Speaking of acting "mature" I have been doin a good job at stayin away from drama! Shaina's ass IMed me yesterday tlking shit about fighitng me ~ I jus laughed because let'z get serious I was born and raised in Detroit fighting off 3 or 4 nigGaz a day n she thinks some lil white chicks r gonNa beat me up? Lolz yah I think NOT! But I just was like wtf n x'd that damn IM out!! She's mad because I told ppl NikKi was bi I guess~ O WELL!!! Today in fourth hour me, JesSica, Persephone (dunNo how to spelL it!), and a few other people were just sittin in the hall talkin about her and damn.. alL she is ~ is a shit starter! Glad I left that alone!

And SunNie got in trouble today for K-La and JenNa C. cuz of all that "you're fat" drama between them including Cala. I don't kno why they calLing Cala n SunNie fat or why Cala and Sunnie don't jus block it out n let it go! I don't have a problem with none of them as long as no1 starts talking shit about me because I ain't said shit bout JenNa or K-LA and I don't wanNa b involved in that shit!!

You kno I forgot y me n JenNa C. wasn't talkin! Sometime I wanNa go up to her n say hi n talk n shit but she would probli act ignorant and shit in front of her friends or tlk shit! so I'll leave it alone we're almost out of scho0l anyways!

WelL I'm up n Out! One...

Spent tha whole w33kend with mii baby!!

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 22:33:43 GMT

Friday was fun~ after scho0l I went home with Ashley and Jenny n Taylor was pissed off about it I guess.. but Ashley ain't up n0b0dy'z ass anymore n I'm proud of her!! Anyways, we jumped on the trampoline, went for a walk, played basketball ( I who0ped her ass!) and jumped on the trampoline some more.. then we got the Yukon (hellll yea!!) and went up to the lake for a minute then we saw Sunnie and her nephew in Farmer Jacks.. he'z so cute!! Then I had Claudia buy me sum cigz n some Mickey D'z and since I don't sm0ke I jus gave her the weed Cala gave me. Me n Ash are getting really close again and I love it. It's awesome how I get ta go ot her house n shit now.. I couldn't at firstbecause some stupid nasty ho (won't say no namez) told her parents a bunch of lies about me but it doesn;t matter now cuz who's tha one out in tha cold bitch!! Oh and I love u Ash!!

Ashley dropped me off at about 9 and Jenna was waiting in my driveway with Tiffany. As so0n as me n Jenna got in tha house I ate then to0k a shower. Then we layed in my bed and cuddled n beat eachother up and talked and shit~ then OF COURSE WE DID IT!!! We woke up at like 1:30 Saturday.. and she wasn't feeling good because she didn't eat tha day before~ so I made her sum burritos n shit n we watched a movie n ate. When she felt better we went swimMing in my p0ol n that was fun cuz we played aroun in tha po0l :-P!!
And then I asked her where tha necklace I bought her was and she was like "If I tell you promise you won't get mad" and I was like o0o0o0o hell no!! She told me she accidently snagged it at tanning and she is gettign the chain fixed. I was upset that she didn't tell me! So when she was talking to her mom I to0k the ph0ne and told Becky and Becky was like "it really was an accident but give her hell for not telling you ebony!" lol.. so I did!

Saturday night we watched movies n then laid in my bed and she rubbed my tummy n my back for me and she was scared to "go down" and that kinda made me a little hurt cuz she says she loves me but she won't do for me what I do for her u kno? So we talked about all night and she kept teasing me and once I saw it was making me mad because was to0 horny and wasn't getting none we went to sleep at like 6 a.m. she woke me up around 11:50 cuz her mom was on her way to get her and so I kissed her and she told me she loved me and she left. Beofre she went into work t 2:30 she sent me a text that was like " I tlked to my mom about it and I been thinking about it ..and next weekend I am going to go down on you because my mom said if I love you tha way I say I do I will do everything u want n need like you do for me and I really do love you soo.." and I just smiled and went back to sleep! Then she sent me another one that said "I jus wanted to tell you that I love you and I miss you alot b4 I go to work" man I love that girl so0o0o0o much! My biggest fera in life now is losing her~ but that don;t cross my mind unless I get really mad or sad.. I'll do everything to keep her heart!! Well it's 6:30 and she is getting off of work so I'm going to go eat and wait for her to call me! Holla back!!

JusS Blaze!!

Tue, 31 May 2005 23:47:22 GMT

WelL don't I jus lo0k like a bud smoka?!

Anyways.. I missed my baby so much today! She wasn't at school because she had some shit to do with her student intern shit! I told Shaina we can't talk anymore~ and to be honest I don't feel to0 bad about it.. I mean I just f*cCed her so I got what I wanted (not tryin ta b mean) but what else am I gonNa do wit a freshman? And I got my wife so I don't want or need anything or anyone else!

Fifth hour was FUNNY AS HELL! I to0k a condom and filled it with lotion n water n slapped people in the face with hit. And AlysSa was holding it in front of her pussy n humpin the desk n we was tellin her to put it away the sub was coming n she wasn't gettign it n he caught her lmfao classic moment!! And then the sub called me a he so I called him a she and said I was going to piss in the boyz ro0m and he says "they better close their eyes" Im like "I kno how to aim~ can u even still hold yours up?!" lmfao!! Classic shit!!!

Tomorro is the anchor banquet for working with Justin n Desmond (tha Autistic students) I can't wait! My fat ass will b f*cCin up tha BBQ!! Lol.. plus I'm bringin Jenna home with me.. and we are f*cCin like we haven't in four years before we leave boi! Gosh I love her!

Well Im bout to go work out n study for my history exam.. holla!

You are the sun
You are my life
And you're tha last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always around
When I'm in need
That is part of tha many reasons y
I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me NEVER
Even if you to0k my heart..
and tore it apart
I would love you still.... forever!!!

Tha W33kend~ I love my baby

Tue, 31 May 2005 23:38:54 GMT

My God Mom'z sister and husband came down Friday and they stayed in my ro0m so I slept in my neice's old ro0m (the one that passed away). I couldn't go over my baby'z and I was so0o0o0o0o mad! So I tlked ta her all night until I fell asleep. I MISSED HER CUZ IT WAS SENIOR SKIP DAY N SHE WASN'T THERE!!

Saturday my baby's m0m came and picked me up around 8 and i went over there and stayed the night. So0n as my baby walked in from work I was kissin her! I wore my strap over there so hell yea I beat that p*sSy up. Her bro was getTing mad cuz tha bed was slammin against tha wall.. oh well! I loved being with her so much like always. We beat eachother up as usual I got a bruise on my rib n she got several lol.

Sunday I came home around 3, cuz my baby had to work.. I was mad at Ashley because she was to0 busy for me and I guess she didn't wanNa hang out with me cuz she used this lame ass excuse so I haven't talked to her since then~ I'm ignoring her.. sh0wing her what it's like to feel like your best friend don't love u!

And Today I didn't do shit but chilL around tha house bored!! And Now I'm gonna tlk to my baby and go to bed.. HOLLA!!

I'm so0 so0 s0rRy

Fri, 27 May 2005 00:05:47 GMT

WelL I f*cCed up! I cheated on my girlfriend this week! On Tuesday I made out with and fingered ***** and yah it was gr8 fa both of us of course~ because I liked her for a while and I jus found out she liked me and we got caught up in tha moment.

But I felt guilty as hell about it and I lied to my bo0 and said nuthing was going on when it was. Well today the truth HAD to come out. So I told her everything. I told her that I lied and what I did. See usually when I have a gf I can cheat n not feel bad n just keep it on the low or tell them and keep doing it. But with Jenna I can't. I felt like shit and I knew I couldn't hide this from her and keep lying about it because I love her too much.Part of me was selfish in not telling her because I didn't want to lose her.. but I knew having a relationshi based on a lie was fucked up in itself u kno? So yea I told her and she was upset as hell.. but she didn't break up with me and she is going ot give me another chance. And I am not allowed to tlk to ***** anymore.. which I understand!!

Baby I just want to say that I am sorry. With all of my heart I will forever and ever be sorry for hurting you and when I hurt you my heart breaks too. I just wasn't thinking and made a bad decision but I promise you the only one for me is YOU! I love you so0 much more than I have ever loved anyone and ever thought I could. And I'm forevr YOURZ!!!

WelL tomorro I'm probli going to stay the nite at my baby'z house so I'll holla!

Tha W33kend.. I kno it'z beena minute!!

Mon, 23 May 2005 22:56:37 GMT

IIght let'z see Friday~ I worked out in the yard with my god mom until like 9 p.m. and then had some Hungry Howie's n caught a flick on "on demand" .. talked to my bo0 then went to sleep!

Saturday I went out with Ash and we went to a movie "Monster in Law" .. funNy shit~ I laughed so hard I cried! Forreal! Then we wen tover to Jenny's and shit stayed there a good hour. Jenny ended up pissed because Ash wouldn't let her stay tha night or w/e..

Then Ash dropped me off at my baby'z house. She was in her ro0m with Elijah (the baby) so I went right in. I got so happy when I seen her! I played with the bbay and held him then me and her watched TV. She wouldn;t rub my back so I had her sis Aurdrey's boyfrriend (Justin) came in and did it lol.. then Justin said he had weed so I waslike shit I wanna smoke~ so me and him went and got blazed and I came back and me n my baby were messin around til we fell asleep around 4 a.m.

Sunday we woke up at like 11 and chilled til 3 when i went home.. and Ash was over watching movies until about 7~ then i tlked ot my baby and went to sleep!

I love you baby!!!

I hate to see you go
Even tho I kno when ya comin back
It'z hard to breater without you girl
and baby that's a fact
I kno sometimes u have to go
But I wish that you could stay
Everytime you go away..........

.. bought mii baby sumthin

Sun, 15 May 2005 06:23:38 GMT

Well I went shopPin Friday night and one of tha storez I went to was Kay Jewelerz~ because I was thinking about my baby and I wanted to get her sumthing to make up for the way I been acting and show her how much I love her~ and they had a sale on diamondz n gold so~ I got her that necklace that you see up there!!! And I can't even wait ta give it to her! She'z gonNa love it and I'm going to love seein it on her. I kno I love her because I ain't neva went into a jewelry store and dropPed a couple hundred on a girl but this time I didn't mind cuz our love is priceless :) fa sho

I feel sick cuz I miss her so much. We can't see eachother this weekend cuz she had to work all day Friday, Saturday, and Sunday! And we both miss eachother to no end so next weekend of course we gotta make up for all this missing eachother lol! ~ and I'm horny as hell so she kno she got it comin :) Well I'm off to talk to her and miss her !! HolLa

I looked at you...
your smile caught my eye
and your eyes pierced my soul
I talked to you...
your thoughts made me wonder
and your jokes made me laugh
I became your friend...
your personality intrigued me
and your character personified something unique
I looked at you, talked to you,got to kno u and u became mine.
Slowly and magically your entire demeanor mesmerized
and captured my heart, mind, body, and soul...
and I jus won't let go.