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[Oct. 8th, 2005|11:51 pm] |
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Jus to let u guys kn0w it's not about livejournal anymore.. its about MYSPACE lol.. so umMm U got better luck at findin me there! My page is http://www.myspace.com/blazinprettiboi if u dont have a page GET ONE!! Becus thats the only way u can reach me is as a friend. HolLa |
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| Homecoming |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|03:40 pm] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| |  GrRr | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | Twista feat. Trey Songs- Girl Tonight (2 my baby) | ] |
So Friday we went to the Homecoming game.. we lost! But we had so much fun in the stands! We were tlkin so much shit to eachother n ppl were givin us dirty lo0ks.. which hey u gotta love that right? Then I got home bout 11 and went to bed.
Saturday I got up at 11 so Katelyn (my ex) could come over n I could do her hair. I got ready and when Ashley n Kayal got here I left. We all met up with Jennifer (who lo0ked so beautiful in her dress), Lindsey (mii sexy puta), and NikKi @ Ruby Tuesdays.. we definitely got SHITTY service there but the ppl in front were calLin me a pimp cuz I had a suit n shit on with all those girls..
The dance wasok.. HOT AS HELL. I was in a beater n mii pants the majority of the time! We left at like 10 to go party.
We get to Lindseys n not long after start smo0okin.. we were so high we felt drunk. We couldnt move n we had a fucking blast.. UNTIL.. Ashley started triPpin out. She got an attitude n left and then came back cuz she couldnt get in her house n we thought it was the fuckin cops man. Kayla, me, n Lindsey alL spo0ned up in her bed and all u could hear all night was Ashley calling me a ho n s lut n shit n she was so serious. I couldn't believe she was sayign tht shit bout me! The next day she acted liek errything was co0l then got another attitude cuz I was gunNa stay when she left. She realLy hurt me this time by saying the things she said and stroming out of the apt knocking shit over n slamMing the door. She's SUPPOSED to b mii best friend~ yet she calls me a ho n accuses me of fucking Kayla n having her at mii house n shit. Today at school I stayed away frm her bcuz I wanted to cry when I thought bout what my supposed to had been best friend thnks of me! Anyways..
So it was a blast I got home around 9 last night I was high n shit so I chilled. I called Jenna we started fighting bcuz the way I was dancin wit girls at Homecoming n her ex called her like 20 times in a row n Im like what the fuck bcuz I told her she cnt tlk to him n he wouldnt stop calLing so I was thinking "hmMm" N i HUNG UP ON HER N SAID I HAD TO GO.Later we had a tlk n worked things out n yea I still LOVE MII BABY! Im thinkin bout askin her to marry me n getTin an apt in River's Edge aftr graduation.
So yea things r going ok EXCEPT.. I have to get a new cell phone bcuz mine wnt even turn on (stupid piece of shit) so thts gunNa run me 200 fuckin dollars! DAMN!
Ok I'm out lol PEACE! |
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| 0 mutha fuckin 6!!! |
[Sep. 29th, 2005|11:28 pm] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| |  Tired | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | PretTy Ricky- Your Body | ] |
Yea baby we won the Powder PufF game!! 16 to 6 it was awesome! I scored a safety right in the end zone I dove for that shit b4 she reached the touchdown line. Toya n Woodward got touchdowns and one more person on our team got a a 2nd safety. The juniors were tlkint heir shit but I knew we would win tha shit.. NO DOUBT!!
I can't wait til Homecoming I got mii hair braided up today n shit it lo0ks saaaweeeet! Lol.. Me~ Kayla~ Jen~ NikKi~ Ash n other ppl are partyn at mii sexy mamasita's house afterwards FA SHO !! OMG its gunNa b the shit!
I got reported by sum teacher for smelLin like weed today WTF is tht shit?! My GM called up there to see what teacher said tht bullshit!
And lastly I miss mii baby bo0! I love u princess cant wait ta c u!
Oh p.s. I cant stand bitches tlkin shit bout me n Toya flirting hello we're not like that jus bcuz u can't b around a girl w/o likin them dont mean everyone else cant! And dont try n say I didnt do shit in the game cuz the hwoel crowd saw it.. YOU R THE ONE WHO WAS WORTHLESS! holla! |
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| Update!!! |
[Sep. 25th, 2005|04:43 pm] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| | PMS kilLs! | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | Ray J- One Wish | ] |
Ok welL~ Life has been upa nd down...
First (My Baby & Me)~ we're still in love! She's basicalLy a fulL time parent n I guesS I am ont he weekends but to b honest I dont realLy help like getTing up in the night n shit I jus can't do it. But I feel a change in us for example we haven't been alone for 3 or 4 wks not once and we're always both tired. But Ima stay the night with her Homecoming night and we wil not go to sleep til we can't hold our eyes open! Lol. For mii birthday I went and hung out with her and she bought me sum all black Air Force 1 mid'z.. they're sexii.
Second ( Me and Ashley)~ We were very bad for a while. Ever since we ****** our friendship had went down the toilet baically n we fought 24/7. Then for some stupid reason me, her, and jenny started hangin out together n thats when the drama started. I found out her and Jenny lied to me about different things so I dropped em both and made Ashley decide if she wants this friendship or not. She did so we started working on it and Jenny turned into super bitch and not to b mean but me n Ashley r doin much better WITHOUT her. So yah we're supposed to go to homecomin together like ina group my date is Kayla tho.
Third ( My Life)~ WelL I jus turned 17 on the 20th. Do I feel older? NO! But I've been busy doing Senior PowderpufF~ Our game is this coming Wednesday (26th) and we r gunNa CRUSH the Juniors! Lol.. then Homecoming is on Saturday thats gunNa b a blast. I already went n picked out mii suit I pick it up Wednesday when he finished the alterations. My shoes I order sum Gators offline so they should b here by tmro! And Im going ot get my shirt n tie n accesories tmro and playin po0l.
WelL Im out fa now~ get @ me !! |
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| Update!!! |
[Sep. 9th, 2005|09:12 pm] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| |  Jus' ChilLin!! | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | Rihanna- Pon De Replay | ] |
Shit it's been a while since I wrote in here... let me see whats been up!
Senior yr is ok~ I got tight clasSes not realLy hard n the days go by quick cuz I b fo0lin wit my friends! I joined Powder Puff n' shit and we startn ta practice it's gunNa b fun who0pin on ya'll juniors!LOl and mii Homecoming date is Kayla East .. we're gonna lo0k so good!
Me n Jenna r g0in on to six months together pretty so0n. We've had our fights but we get over it. We got a lil son now, so Im a dadDy ;) I love mii baby so much! We went up to Arts Beats & Eats last weeken and saw Ciara, Rihanna and Fabulus in concert.. IT WAS THE SHIT! But hopefulLy Im going to stay tha night at mii baby's tomorro!
Besides that I've jus been chilLin ~ to0 busy to write in here so hit me up on my AIM or sumthing... I'm out! |
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| Updatin ya |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|01:16 am] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| |  In love wit mii Baby n MP3 plr | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | Bobby Brown- Rock wit Cha | ] |
^^That's mii new toy! lol it cost me 200 n a lil side change but let me tell you I LOVE IT! Let'z check out tha features...
Samsung YH-820
Color Screen
Touch Sensitive Controls
5GB- Up to 1200 songs or images
Plug in rapid charger w/ up to 8 hrs playback
Extra Bass Surround Sound headset
Includin a Belt clip so I can lo0k sexy
OMG I am so hapPY I could finalLy afford it! Anyways let's update u guys
I went shopPin at tha mall Friday and got some outfits and I got mii baby a lil something and I got Ashley something for her birthday. Man I feel stupid for getting it but yet something wouldn't let me NOT get it. But I don't c or talk to her so I dont kno how she'll get it. Jenny was going to come pick it up but her mom won't let her so I told her just to tell Ashley she can come pick it up if she wants it.. if not o well nothing I can do about it. I miss mii baby so much we made up and we're doing alot better. I made a big mistake and almost broke up with her n she knew I was going to so we had a hard time. But it's all good now hopefulLy I can stay Wednesday and or Thursday night with her.. Well Im out! |
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| Ya.... |
[Aug. 19th, 2005|03:47 pm] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| |  lonely | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | Switch- There'll Never be a Better Love | ] |
I'm getting my heart broken slowly
but I just can't let it go
The pain I feel inside right now
Is a pain I can't control
I canNot stop the tears from falling
It kills me to think of not having her
I still want it more than anything
but it feels like we won't b forever
I knew not to fall in love again
Because tha shit doesn't last
But this time I know it's different
She's the best thing I've ever had
God why can't things get better
I wish we could turn back time
Because I swear it was sumthing like heaven
To know that I was hers and she'd always b mine
But now I think it's fading away
and so0n we'll have lost the love we share
I don't think I will b able to go on
When one day I turn around~ and she's not standing there...
I wrote that just today~ tell me wut u think about it.. it's my feelings down on a piece of paper I guess |
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| My Dating Profile |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|11:44 pm] |
Your dating personality profile:
Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about her appearance.
Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited. | Your date match profile:
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship.
Stylish - You cannot put up with someone who is lacking in style. You want an original, someone with flare, someone with good taste. | Your Top Ten Traits
1. Stylish
2. Outgoing
3. Sensual
4. Liberal
5. Adventurous
6. Practical
7. Athletic
8. Funny
9. Big-Hearted
10. Romantic
| Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Practical
2. Outgoing
3. Stylish
4. Romantic
5. Adventurous
6. Traditional
7. Conservative
8. Religious
9. Sensual
10. Big-Hearted
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Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions
PretTy accurate to me.. it's alot of what I am and most of what my baby is.. |
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[Aug. 14th, 2005|10:40 pm] |
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This is a friends only journal from now on.. u want acCesS? ComMent to be adDed and if I consider you a friend.. you'll get on the list! |
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| I miss mii baby.. |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|11:06 pm] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| | I want mi princess!! | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | Brian McKnight- Everytime u go Away | ] |
that's my baby tied up to the bed where we slept and everything else at my G-mas house! Lol We had a very good time up there and it was like we lived together. I asked her to marRy me while we were there.
Last weekend I stayed two nights at her house that was nice.I bought her a dozen pink n red roses. I just love being with mii baby as much as I can! Monday she went to work though so I chilled with her Sis Audrey & her brother's g/f Jackie. Then when my baby got home we went skinNy dipPing and that was gr8! I hated leaving her.
Every single day my love for Jenna grows more and more. There is nothing in this world I wouldn't do to be with her or for her! I canNot wait to get married to her and start our family and give her everything she dreams of. I've found the one... and I'll never let it go! |
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| Makin new friends... tryin not to hurt over bullshit |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|03:14 am] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| | I'ma b okayyyy! | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | 3 doors Down- Let Me Go | ] |
WelL I decided if I ain't gonNa have a bestfriend no more that don't mean I should have to b lonley as hell u kno? Because I am not going to accept the blame for sumthin I didn't do. I apologize if she think I used her n like I said I don't want a friend that would think of me that way!
So anyways Kayla East says "If I will b your bestfriend will you b mine?" Lolz shes so sweet
And I met some1. Lisa. She is co0l as hell we're gonNa hang out sometime next week. if we get to kno eachother n become good friends she's goin to Homecomin wit me.
If I don't take Lisa to Homecoming I'm taking Leslie if Richard don't go with her.
The best thing you can do to not feel the pain of a lost friendship is try to build new ones. No great friendship can b replaced but if my friend thought I was using her it was great anyways ya kno? Im out |
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| Da Senior's Schedule.. thats right SENIOR BABY! |
[Aug. 11th, 2005|03:21 pm] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| | F*ck best friends | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | BoyzIIMen- Its so hard 2 say Go0dbye to Yesterday | ] |
1- Media Center Aide - Vassilakos
2- Spanish 1 - Ohara
3- Lang. Arts. 4 - Cox ( mite get that changed)
4- AI Mentor - Dachs
5- Single Survival - Larkin
6- CSI (find out the teacher for that today)
8- Seminar - Topie
That's my first semester schedule.. damn boi I am gonNa b acin these clasSes! If you got any with me let me kno! |
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| Bestfriends dont really last forever |
[Aug. 11th, 2005|10:23 am] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | Eamon- F*ck It | ] |
Iight somebody tell me this.. how the fuck can u be using somebody when you spend so much time with them talk to them all night on the phone have sex with them knowing it would hurt your GF ask then to homecoming instead of your own fuckin gf and try to hang out with them as much as you possibly can? SOMEBODY TELL ME THAT! I fucking hate people sumtimez I swear. I am not going to apologize for sumthing I am not wrong for and kiss somebody ass because they think they r right.. that's the craziest shit I ever heard! And we all kno I ain't the type to b doin that anyways. All I can say is I don't want anymore best friends! Every single one I have ever had has liked me and thats y they think I use them because they c me different than I c them. I see them as my bf who will do me favors n I do them favors we hang 24/7 n talk about everything including my GF n shit without them getting fuckin jealous! And I'm srry but best friends don't see eachother as using eachother.. but u kno what mine did? She played me lied to me came up with bullshit excuses bout bein busy so she couldnt come to the phone and talkin shit when she found out I was mad.. fuck that. I am lonely n sad w/o a best friend but trustme when I say I will NEVER have another one again. I probli won't even go to homecoming I jus go to my gf's for the night insteadof going after homecoming. And on top of that they complain about other ppl all the time n as soon as I say it's over all of a sudden that person is their best friend right? YEA OK! I heard I had the same 3rd hr as her so Im trying to get out of it. Well Im out Bye |
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| Snap Shotz... |
[Aug. 3rd, 2005|11:48 pm] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| |  Hopin to see my bo0 | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | Mariah Carey- Always b My Baby | ] |
I got bored n to0k a few pictures.. I guess workin out dis summer realLy paid off on my arms lol cuz not ta sound conceited.. but DAMN THEY LO0K GOOD!
Anyways I miss my baby like f*ckin crazii I crave to kiss her, hold her.. and do tha sh*t to her I can only do when tha lights go out! Hopefully this weekend Im stayin tha night at Ashleys then stay tha night at my baby's. Well I'm out GET @ CHA BOY
Leave a comMent or sumthin tell me wut u think of tha pics |
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| 4 Months!! And I hope it lasts forever! |
[Aug. 2nd, 2005|10:18 am] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| | I miss mi baby! | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | Ying Yang Twins- Hoes | ] |
Today me n mii bo0 have officially been together for 4 months. That is the longest relationship I have ever had without breaking up or wantin to break up~or having problems where we should b broken up! I love her so much I kno I found tha 1 and I will never let her go. We just went up north to my GMA'z house for a week n it was the BEST! We got so used to holding eachother at night we couldn't go to sleep when we got home. It has only been like 3 days since I've seen her and damMit I miss her like crazii! WelL thats all I realLy wanted to write in here... HOLLA! |
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| Spent da nite wit mii baby |
[Jul. 7th, 2005|09:18 pm] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| | Juss chilLin! | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | Nivea- Parking Lot | ] |
Tuesday I went to chill with Ash then I stayed da nite at mii baby's house. OMG I didn't even wana leave because I miss her as so0n as I walk out the do0r! :( Anyways I love her so much.. her sis told me how she was tlking bout us having and apt. and a baby n shit in the future and I kno she loves me just as much as I love her and damn it~ that feels good!! I left her house Wednesday around 5:30 and chilled with Leslie n Richard and of course fucking Claudia was with them she started this big ass dramatic situation over nuthing I swear she's such a bitch! She fuckin tried to tlk to me like I was sposed to jus take it and let her cuss me out n shit FUCK THAT I am not or NEVER was her bitch and she can kiss my ass with that bullshit. Yea I let it go n shit but I don't forget so I'm not beefed out wit dat girl but we ain't really to0 cool either ya kno? And shit all I hear is about her tryin to fuck up somebody's relationship I'm glad mii gf don't wana hang out with her n talk to her n shit cuz we don't need them kinda problems! Anyways I turned down da chance ta sm0ke weed! I'm proud of myself for it fa'reel! And my baby n my best friend was proud of me to0 and ya kno what~ thats all that matters! Well I'm out of here to wait for my Hungry Howies n wait for my baby to call me so0n as her sexy ass gets off work. One!
I love JenNa~ she's tha {1}
I love Ashley~ she's mii other 1/2! |
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| Had a blast!! |
[Jul. 3rd, 2005|04:18 pm] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| | Jus chillin! | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | Trick feat. Eminem- Welcome to Detroit City | ] |
Yesterday I went with Ash to Groveland Oaks Campgrounds all tha way down on Dixie.. we spent tha day at the beach eatin icecream n shit. Everytime I lo0ked at any1 she'd b like nope u gotz a g/f lol. I swear when she's wit me.. my g/f has no worries because Ash ain't lettin it happen! But anyways I got a nice tan n shit.. so when the sun started goin down we went back to her G-ma'z camp site.
We was bout to leave the trailer n go for a walk~ and somebody sittin outside the trailer yells mii name. At first I don't kno who the hell it could b then I recognize it's BabyGirl aka Tonya! Back in November/Decembe when I was real co0l with Kara we all used to chill ALL THE TIME! Gettin high n shit. She's 9 months pregnant now and it's bout ta pop! Then I turned around and mii ex g/f appears out of nowhere (Nichole).. all I got to sya is WEIRD MOMENT! Her boyfriend and the Costello'z was with them and I kno they all don't like me cuz of me n Nichole dating n fuckign while she was with Eric so I was just like umMm YEA. I sat n ate n tlked to Tonya for a lil while n shit then when Nichole was sittin with us I jus wanted ta leave. I wouldn't really lo0k at her or tlk to her cuz I don't have shit to say. That was like a sexscapade we had not a relationship. But seein her at the same trailer n shit at the same "get together" really made the sayin "it'z a small world" more than tru!
So me n Ash went walking and shit then settled down in the park area on our blanket to watch the fireworks. She sat between my legs n I held her while we watched them and it was so awesome.. I love fireworks. We were so close The ashes were falling around us! We got back to her house a while after midnight and watched a movie n shit til like 3 then she had to go outside n check on the puppies cuz they were screamin n she had to pull one out of the pond because they got out there kennel and she said he almost drowned (my favorite puppy!). She couldn't find the rest n she went n woke her mom up so her mom ran outside n she screamed I was liek oh shit! And then her dad ran up the stairs n out the door then all of a sudden he starts FLIPPPPPIN! I didn't go out there cuz I'm telling u I didn't want to get caught in the middle of a flyin dish lol. But anyways one of the puppies died from water in the lungs or sumthing I think n they found the other ones.
So then me n Ash went in her ro0m smoked a cig.. talked forever n went to sleep!
I love mii best friend man.. she keeps me from making mistakes that I kno I will regret in the morning and she makes sure I do right by my girlfriend.. and sometimes u need that extra help! She never thinks about herself she is always more concerned about other ppl'z feelings and I LOVE HER FOR THAT! Ash babe ur awesome! |
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| Hung wit mi baby and my best friend.. can't get betta then that! |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|11:59 pm] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| |  Massive Headache | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | T-pain: Sprung | ] |
Today Ash picked me up around 4 and we chilled at her house for a couple hours.. then we went n picked up mii baby and her sis Audrey. Then we sco0ped up Jenny and went up to Great Lakes Crossings. I did some shopping .. got some new hats two $30 ones for only like $10 because the girl was hitting on me mad crazii! And then I got some t-shirts for my hats and shit. Jenna got some new DC'z.. which I was like (ugh) but they're cute so I got over it! Then we all went to see War of the Worlds.. it was awesome! .. I was tryin to hold my baby's hand n shit and she was gettin all scared lol and then in one of the exciting parts... that fuckin shit just CUT OFF! We went and got our money back and went out to eat at Big Boy'z.. I got a lil mad at my g/f cuz she called the place where I grew up ghetto (Detroit) and it's not ghetto in every part.. but I got over it! We dropped her n Audrey off first and when I kissed mii baby I never ever wanted it to end! God bein in love is gr8 sometimes!
I won't see her Jenna weekend which is a MAJOR draaaaaaaaaaaaag! But next week I will definitely stay a couple of days with her that'z a must! And shit hopefully I'll b able to go to the fireworks with Ash Saturday, so yah.... I'm out! I'm tlking to mii baby right now then g0in ta bed! |
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| ..... I realLy do love her~ I just don't know how to show her.... |
[Jun. 29th, 2005|03:01 pm] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| | So0o in love.. and hurting her | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | Tank- Maybe I Deserve | ] |
It used to be I treated mii girlfriends like shit.. I cheated on them and told them to their faces they were only one out of maybe 3 or 4.. I told them I loved them and didn't mean that shit~ I was a playa
Now~ I really did find the ONE. I love her more than I ever even imagined I could love any1. But I still don't kno how to treat her right. I try, I really do.. but it seems like the more I try to show it the more I seem like an asshole and that I don't care. I still feel really bad about cheating that second time but it was 100% alcohol! But I still realize that I was very wrong. I am trying my hardest to make it up to her, but I never kno what to say. Everytime I used to say sorry n make it up to the other girls it was easy as hell~ because it was all pretend, just me running game.. but when I want to show my real feelings it comesout all wrong.
Another thing is I am way to protective over her. I didn't really give a fuck what my other girls did or anything I just had to have control. But with Jenna I just feel like I am going to lose her.. and that scares the shit out of me. I hate being in love only because I know that if I ever lost my baby I would b done~ I wouldn't have anything to wake up for in the morning or any reason to do anything. I never in my life made my world revolve around a girl~ but she is my whole world!
I guess the only thing I can do is trust her, she already has my heart and I know that even though I fucked up she would never do anything to hurt me and I know that she loves me. Last night I couldnt even sleep because I was being mean to her and I made her cry~ and that made me realize I gotta get my shit together... seriously!!! Because Im the one who is scared of losing her yet I'm going to end up pushing her away! And I want her to kno I love her so I need to stop making her feel like I dont!
**I love JENNA!!!! |
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| My Lil Vacation ~ and my drunk ass fucked up again! |
[Jun. 26th, 2005|09:12 pm] |
| [ | So0 Emotional.. |
| |  Crazy - tight weekend! | ] |
| [ | JamMin 2.. |
| | KofFeE Br0wn- After Party | ] |
WelL I haven't wrote in here because I haven't been h0me so let'z update ya'll on Wednesday through Saturday!
WEDNESDAY
I left with Ashley n her cousin around 6:30 and chilled with her until I went to Jenna's (my baby'z!) That night me n JenNa watched a movie and wrestled around n shit then fell asleep
THURSDAY
I woke up n me and Ash were sendin textz back and forth about how we were wrestlin aorund on Wednesday and how it made eachother horny n shit.. my gf snatched mii ph0ne n read them then she started being a bitch! I said it was over because I'm tired of dealing with attitude n shit so we was broke up n she wouldn't kiss me n shit.. and we did it around 5 lol and we got back together afterwards because I love mii bo0 too much for that shit! That night we watched a movie n of course f*cked ALL night long! Yea she was bein a lil to0 loud when I used mii strap but shit it'z ALL good!! After we finished f*cking though we told eachother all of our secrets and everything we been through and I fell so much more in love with her because she didn't freak out on me and accepts me with all my flaws.. and I listened to what she said and I feel like we completely kno eachother.. damn I LOVE HER!
FRIDAY
I woke up n got in the shower n shit and went back in Jenna' ro0m and held her n shit + tickled her ta death! Then we watched a movie until Ash came n picked me up. I went to the mall with her and Jenny and shit and then that night I went n picked up Jenna and Audrey and we went to Joes.....
THE PARTY/ THE BULLSHIT!!
We get to Joes and Claudia, her g/f (Tia), Richard all leave ot get drinks Leslie stayed there and I talked to her and Jenna and Audrey went in the house. When me n Leslie walked in Joe to0k my girl n said he had to talk to her n shit I gave him this lo0k like "watch yourself mutha fucka!" because he's in love with my girl and I will kill that dirty ass Mexican if he EVER touches her!
Anyways then me n Richard went to pick up Natasha amd Katrina and brought them back. I got drunk off mii ass and we hit the dance flo0r. I mainly dance with Leslie and damn yo, that girl can dance I was havin so much fun! I had my strap on and I was grinding into her, puttin her on the wall, grabBin everything on her body.. and tryin to control myself! I dunno how this shit happened but me n ***** ended up bein in the bathro0m making out n shit and I guess I made the first move but I don't remember and we was all the fuck over eachother but then we stopped! I was jus about to go in the po0l and f*cc mii girl when I started throwin up everywhere! Joe claimed he called the cops so Richard, Claudia and them carried me to the car and I stayed the night at Claudias. Soon as I hit her bed I was out!
Someone told Audrey (Jenna'z lil sis) what happened in the bathro0m and said that ***** told everybody we was in there fucking and Audrey told Jenna. Jenna called ***** pissed off as hell!
SATURDAY
In the morning I called my gf cuz Leslie n all them told me what happened cuz she stayed the night at Claudia and Richards to0.. So when I tlked to Jenna she was so pissed I didn't kno what to say or do! I swear I DIDN'T mean for it to happen I can't even remember how it happened! So I thought I had lost her n I started crying n shit and she cussed me out like no other. I don't kno how I'm going to make it up to her.. the only thing I NEVER wanted to do was hurt her!! Shit... I'm jus glad I got sick b4 I did end up f*ckin *****
I spent the day sleepin at Richards til Claudia n Leslie got off work then we went swimmin at Leslies and then dancing then I came home...
So yea I had ALOT of fun the past few days.. and made a very big mistake!! I swear I can never do it again or I will lose the girl I want to b mii wife n have mii kidz n shit.. CAN'T LET THAT HAPPEN!! Holla! |
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